well, folks -- my server crashed, taking down my mailing list and such. i might be able to scrounge through the hard drive on my desktop and find some of the stuff, but let's face it: HaaX has pretty much been dead for the last couple of years. i appreciate the opportunity i had to try and help the alternative xian music scene in houston while i did, but i think this last setback is a sign i need to hang it up and accept that it's time for me to move on. thanks to anyone who was involved in any way over the years.